I had the best Friday I've had in years.
I took a few first steps in a lot of things, and I'm using this weekend to recuperate and come down from such an unfamiliar -- yet extremely comfortable -- high. I am so content, and so happy, and just... :)
I'm also nervous. I'm a bit afraid of how much I want this.
But you know what? I'll rest easy. No need to give myself mental hemroids by straining to much. Breathe, and let it fall. Ha.