It is what it is

Something happened where I've come to doubt myself, my abilities, and my standards to an unfamiliar level in which I ask an insane amount of questions (cough: this blog) that have no definite, standard answers. I know I'm overthinking, and I know I'm stressing myself out. Eventually I'll get over it and stop merely dipping my toe into the water; I'll dive (no more cannonballing either LOL), I just don't know when yet. All this thinking is hard to -- and here's the magic word -- control. I have the LEAST amount of control over myself, and that's what I'm struggling to achieve.

So here's a little cheek slap to myself.

*SLAP*
YO.
YOU NEED TO STOP THINKING AND START DOING.

How many times they have to keep telling you that?

Snap out of it, bitch, and get back to your resolutions. You're reneging. Because you're thinking too goddamn much. Stick with the decisions you made before you try to sprint up ahead and come up with new ones.

*Points*.. now GO.

Love,
Yourself