The Providence Dynasty

Hmm. I'm going on a date with this dude I am interested in, but don't know enough to like yet. Keep in mind, I've always just sort of stumbled into loverships with men I befriended and ended up wildly attracted to, so this is a new for me. Providence is extremely appealing, but there is no blushing haze of romance or lust altering my perception of him. Matter fact, I don't yet have any definite perception of him to alter. He is very handsome. He is damn respectful. And judging from his myspace (you know we had to do that though, LOL!), he is quite a coveted commodity. I'm looking forward to it, but I'm not nervous or excited. I'll just see where this goes, and keep you updated, maybe.

What happened to Tribe? Oh, I've still got an ear cocked in his direction. I did say I was going to be patient, didn't I? I never said I was going to be prude while at it. Come on, now, I'm too pretty for that shit. I happened to come across an offer that pulled me back long enough to listen.

Besides, I've come close to exhausting myself with this new "showing affection" business I've been doing my best to stick to. Now I see why it's considered so obnoxious to others when I think my "subtle" signs would spring the hugest of echoes and be enough to reciprocate genuine displays of emotion. Well shit.

Anyway, I'm not worried about this one anymore. He can step up his game, and until he does, I will continue to define mine. If he doesn't, his loss.

I forgot how good I feel in a nice pair of heels.