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I've moved the blog again. Come find me.

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I can’t take this feeling in my heart anymore
Time for me to step and make my way through the door
If by chance I see you on this road once again
I can guaranty you that I will not pretend

Ok, so what’s new is it really the old pursued?
- Catdiesel [K-OS]

She is stealing my soul

Via Solipsism, aka This Is Not a Blog
PS: Digging that new name there

We've all heard the term "gratuitous sex." Lately, I feel like it's the only kind I've been having - and to be perfectly honest, that's the way I want it. I know that I've been heeing and hawing about leaving the safe and satisfying realm of "making love," but times they are a' changin. The past several years have been full of back-to-back serious relationships, and I've realized that I'm not about to fall in love with anyone, so I might as well stop wasting my time finding someone to make love to.

For a split second, I seriously considered celibacy. I thought about self-respect and the daunting task of putting myself out in the dating world again. I thought about my self-image and the effort to make a relationship successful. And then I realized I was putting too much thought into it. Dating doesn't have to be a stepping stone to anything serious, and sex can be fun without overcomplicating my life. Why make dating and sex such loaded issues? Why not dive into life and see what I come up with?

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- Thank goodness you realized upon meeting me that I'm a work-in-progress. It's impossible to limit my transitions from who I am today to who I am tomorrow, and you respect that and you respect me. For that, I will always be grateful.


Well. Get out of my head, you.

Soupa-Bowl

Wow. Beautiful game. Even my eyes were glued to the screen. It helped to be caught in between hoping for the Patriots to win -- Wife had a bet on them that involved me getting a new pair of shoes -- and for the Giants, because that.. hope, and hype, and NY alliance... sucked me in since the last/first game I watched. Intense. Go giants.

And..


Racist?

Am I being overly sensitive?

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[Addon]
It's not the game that did me in. It's the drive home that made me elated to be a New Yorker. People standing outside. Shouting out the window and everyone honking horns at each other. It brings strangers together and shit, it just feels good to cheer like an animal in the streets. Brooklyn had many friends tonight

Happy Superbowl.

Sex

let me speak candidly.

fuck if it actually
factors in past hurts and
tactlessly lasts with me...
Surely the faster we master
the act of compassion we'd answer
these questions more truthfully

Clueless to how the
emotions can rule us, we
do this to others at first opportunity
trying to spin this "love" thing into
monsters we
constantly
try to apply that shit logically

dodging the hurt that
converses nostalgically
verbal abuse makes its presence a noun
solid, it lessens the strength of obsession when
honesty festers and
messes around

"love" is an action, a view and a saying
so I can relate to why you say "expression" -- but

Love

is a fraction of our state of being
and often mistaken for fleeting when bound

maybe we're taking the wrong definition, for
Passion
devours the rest of our whole
one cannot truly exist without other so
lovers confuse the two conflicting roles

you say that the broken can always be mended but
how many women conform to their men?
how many of em distorted their morals and
suddenly found themselves shorted again?

love makes you do
stupid things just to
save
or remain
or be needed
or be validated

but writers will know when
the moment is over
and give it a name
much less complicated